…i miss her
…so bad it hurts. i’m so sorry. i was wrong all along. i guess i have some self destructive behavior and tendencies, please help me get through them. i took everything for granted and now i have nothing. i made a lot of mistakes, but please find it in your heart to give me one more chance. i know i’ve had a million other chances, but if i screw up after having this realization then i’ll just prove what we both already know: i don’t deserve you.
i love you so much, and i’m so sorry. i mean that with the most utmost and heartfelt sincerity a person could give. please don’t go.
