i’ve been praying so hard every night to the point of tears just to be her one and only again and to have things the way they used to be. i will be a better person, a better boyfriend and an amazing husband, i just need a shot. please God, if there’s anything you could give me it would be to open her eyes and her heart again to know how hurt and sincere i am about everything i’m saying. please God, just bring her back to me, and i will do the rest, i promise both you and her that. i will do everything i failed to do and make all the effort in the world to show her even the slightest bit how much she means to me. i will be random, spontaneous, sincere and trustworthy. i won’t fail, because if a few weeks without her feels like this, i don’t want to live a lifetime without her. i know what i’m asking for a lot and is selfish but please, these are just the fleeting hopes and prayers of a person who’s so hopelessly in love.